Fade to Black

I’m sipping and tripping cause I need a vacation from my mind
I try to block the clock but I know it’s keeping the time
Want it to black out, I need it to fade
But at the rate my mind is going
It could be days
Before I rest, before I sleep , before I calm
Because this here on my mind presents too many qualms
I need it to go black, I want it to fade
All I need in my life is a little shade
From the attacks, from the snares of the enemy… But it seems like he’s taken a special interest in me



intimacy: a close, familiar, and usually affectionate or loving personal relationship with another person or group

                    “Here I am”

To be soul to soul-close enough for the softest of whispers 

even if you’re on the other side of the world

To be a stone’s throw away and still feel your touch

To look into your eyes and know your thoughts

and for you to mirror my actions and read my thoughts too

To know that my heart beats to the rhythm of you

The pulse of our bodies keeping our spirits in tune

This is what I dream, desire…deserve

I know that you’re here–because I am too

Not visible to me, but patiently I’ll wait for you